Hurt

By: Mandy Kalajian

Hurt

Expression... oppression

is the way you make me feel

There is so much I want to say ...

but is it to you

or is it everything ...

that you remind me
of

.

.

.

I sit here trying to clear my head

thinking of the memories

or what could of been

.

.

.

I'm  mad with the desire

of that emotional

connection

to be

a part

of you

.

.

.

but there is
 nothing more
nor

nothing less

to be casted into
a

pit of

worthlessness

.

.

.

prophet's dilemma

is  what  u whisper
in my ear

.

.

.

please let me conceal myself
 me from my shameful

 self defeating

truth

.

.

.

the morning  sun burns my skin

so

I cave away

onto

this mirror

trying

to piece together

what is missing

.

.

.

but

I am lost in between the spaces

through my shatter windows

and everything I see

is a kaleidoscope

of lies

.

.

.

not long ago

I was in your arms 

laying next to you
 help

me  escape

the living nightmare
that i some how entrap myself in
hearing your scornful melody of your
breath brings warm to my nape
my skin thanks you
for your kindness
.

.

.

I smirk at the thought of you

and hate the fact the idea of

you

is the key to set me

free

.

.

.

I'm hurt

I am broken

I am love and I am lost

I am time and I am nothing

I am the ocean

the sea of emotional mystery