these R the feeling i feel at this moment of time
...
rethinking of my emotions
....
and take a break
and
mute myself
4rm the
world
..
I really do hate missing people ..
and loving some1
as well.
i get so needy 4
their love and attention .
some1 once asked
whats my favorite kind of
relationship
i said ..
long
distance relationships
R.
Y?
cuz u dont hurt get as much
....
some people have their thoughts of me ....
like im such a huge whore who goes
out in the world
&
FUCKS every guy that walks
oh wait
i am like that
just kidding
2
bee
honest people
i'm not like that at all.
reality
im a
shy. lonely & weird girl
with an awful sense of fashion
lol
theirs nothing exciting about me R my life
i have daddy issues ..
which means i have abandonment issues
&
a little bit
of
self destructive behaviour
2
add.
suger spice and everything nice
yes
I'm bit off
i kinda
4got why i was writting again
i kinda
space out
looking at
pretty pictures..
oh right
"him"
i miss him and its driving me
mad!
and i hate it
so much
maybe its me
&
my craziness
...
missing him
what would a normal girl
do ??
don't care and do their own thing
yah! right
i guess i should just do that
4get him and move on
and stop hangin on Skype☆
waiting
4 him
when he is on he wil give me
a ring
all my skype calls
goes to my
cell
phone
anyways
i should stop ...
obsessing
its not like he is trying so hard
2 get
a hold me
me?
nah, so Y should i
worry
he is doing fine.
he gave me
a message sayin
so
his internet is fuck
&
so on
MOVE ON SUMUKA
yes right
move on
its best
for myself to do
so
