Nauseous
Oh my Pride! thats all i have to say...
(laughs)
My love life ... SUCKS!
(laughs)
so i've been dating sense
my break up
i know i felt horrible
X
said he loved me
but he was
never really was to good
me
he was cold n
so mean 2 me
calling me names
like whore , Slut
and idk
thank god its over
....
....
got my heart broken
3 times ...
since then.
.....
....
first two aren't
really worth
talking about
so
I'm moving
on to
*cough*
The Recent
....
He just text me
telling me
He didnt want me
no more
Ahh.. my pride
i trusted him
and
now hes gone like that
its amazing
how
easy it is for all of them
to leave me like i'm
nothing
....
Part of me wants to get sad think yes
i am NOTHING
Nah
its stupid to think like
that
i mean there's a reason for everything ...
Maybe its not time for me
to love
or 2
really love ....
I mean i havent really know myself yet
and i dont know
why
i want to jump into a relationship
why
i want to jump into a relationship
... i never really learn my lesson ...
i'm tired of guys loving and leaving
now im going to be the one who
is going to be leaving
and not trying
anymore..
Im kinda sad that i lost a Friend..
i mean who am i going to talk too..
but the past him ..
(smile)
and remembering all
the good things he would tell me
when i got my heart broken
....
"If he cant see what a wonder person you are then he's not a guy for you,
you should more on"
*sigh*
I'm not going to trust guys anymore...
nor. fall in love
nor fall for friends.
or
" cyber friendly guys"
its hard when ur
HOPELESS ROMANTIC
but im going to TRY SO HARD !!!
2 stay away
4rm the idea of love
i know my blog doesnt make any sense i've been walking around listening too youtubes of songs to make me feel better ... 4rm this heart ache
Plus talking too people on skype
THANK YOU CYBER BUDDIES!!
my last Blog i wrote how i was addicted to the internet and i should stop and
get a life
and i have
and got hurt
by rotten
people
.....
im such a emo*
School Starting
Should be interesting no? i think so ... i think with this Heart ache ...
im going use this as art....
" dust the shadow flows again
.. i feel the soreness embracing me..
of love
has falling into darkness and nothing more
i am left with an
empty reflection
Oh woe is me
....
the pain that is heavy
on thy heart...
i am
burn with
scars
nor longer
i can
try
nor
longer
i can cry...
it hurts deep
inside..
the thought
of you reminds inside"
