the beginning of a new day. i wake up to your text as if its the only thing in the world i was waiting for. giddy like a little school girl to read what words u have spoken to me. this cool breeze chills me, much like an Early Morning Mist. i rush online to see if your there, your not. i immediately call you and i pray dearly to hear your voice. you answer. i felt like my world just settled down again.
your love is the only thing i want in this world. i want to be with you, destined to be yours forever. forget other girls or guys, without you, i wudnt have any care in this world and wat not. you. you i love the most, much more than any relationship i ever had. i think of you everyday and every second. no one else can ever take my eyes, let alone my thoughts or heart.
i am so deep in love. u kno i dont trip like dem other boys. i dont care if you talk to other guys or flirt wit dem. its all good.
i need you in my life more than i need the air to breathe, food to live, water to drink, and my heart to beat.
i wanted my friend to help me make my website hot. i wanted it to be where u cant click on anything except comments or msgs. and itll be like half the page was about you and wat i love about you. but i guess shes busy. computer stuff is hard, like another language to me.
i want to be with you and do everything. from waking up and u raping me to walking around the mall holding each other. buying u cute lil presents. den laying down together watching tv and feeding each other fruits. and i wanna hold you and kiss u and i'll have the best time in my life.
and if i ever go to the mall by myself, ill get so lost dat ill have t call u for help and be like. how do i get out of the mall? im hungry. babe im lost. im scared i mite get rap ed.
and i wanna clean ur house up wen ur sleeping or gone and cook u lunch wen u get home. i want to be the man of ur dreams and fulfill your every wish and desire.
we'll also do the most craziest things uve never done yet. like enjoying our time in someone elses jacuzzi & porch, the taxi cab ride, i wanna take you to do hiking and outdoor activities. i want to take you to korea town and we can go shoppin and share my culture with you. of course i wanna learn everything about your heritage and visit all your ppl. i want everyone to kno me cuz ill be in ur life til the end of time. and i know no one else who leaves u comments or msgs cant outdo me cuz my love for you is real and i would fight forever with all my heart and will for you.
i would take on an army for you.
i want to take you to random parties and become legends where we will make the party dat much better cuz we are the party. everyone will kno us and we'll party it up and club and stuff. i want to get us drunk at least once and fool around. im a very clean person so dont ever worry about me making a mess. i am very efficient so livin out my suitcase aint no problem. except wen i work. i love that everything u sed back then sounded like it was a porn flick haha. 50 FIST dates.
god i loved it wen u were so crazy for me. i am evne more crazy now and wen i have time i wanna make crazy videos for u. i cant wait to be there. im gonna be all crazy and all over you ull be scared haha. jus playin. im so excited i dont think anyone cud be as happy as me.
i will never be an alcoholic. i will never blow money on alcohol like that. i want to be a bartender. make money off of alcohlics haha. i will never want any girl but you. you will never be a choice to me. fuck all dos other girls. piss on der face. take a dump on dem from a hotel room LOL like tourists.
i know i cant talk to you much on the phone. but dont let it stop u from talkin to ur other friends ok? ill still text u a lot.
this is all i can write for now. i love you with much more than my heart babe. my love is so strong it can conquer others like king kamehameha or alexander the great haha. wat a dork i am LOL. i love you and miss you so much. dat im gonna text u 100 times haha.
there is no squall or cloud that will hinder us.
-zidane, Final Fantasy 9(i just beat it last month haha took 6 years LOL)
love you so much. haave fun. use condoms! mkkthxbyee~
text me wen u get this. or call me i dont care I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
i finally read the letter u wrote
back in the day.
it made me cry
knowing
we all the things that u named on the letter
and u still left me.
i'm sorry i wasnt good enough for you
...
i had to be honest
you where a good boyfriend
we had our times
but
u loved me once
and cared
and always was there for me
i love you
for making me the person i am today
stronger
wiser
mature
. a little.
....
u will always be my first love
i think about you time to time and cry
and i hate it so much
remembering
you
you were my best friend
you were my lover
the thought of you forever is
imprinted in my heart
and kills me
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