9:58 am
-___-?
ur wonderful ur amazing
can i be anymore creepy
to this
person
that
is my
muse
....
blah!
try to be honest telling someone
there something more
what they
really
think they are
and i get
shut down
like
...
"trash"
but still
it totally doesnt really
bother me much
being Rejected!
i just cant see why
he doesnt see
himself something more
...
*sigh*
maybe i am just not that
1
4 him
2 make him
smile... etc.
people think u cant love
a person because their far
but
....
you can
or
maybe
they're right
and
u cant
(fuck me)
but still
the way i love my muse
isnt just a
sexual thing
or anything stupid
i am not a little girl
but i know that he would never care
for me the way i do
for him
and its
a waste
cuz i am doom to be alone in this world
trap in a relationship that makes me wanna jump to a world with no
2marrow
wah!
but anyways
maybe
i am looking for someone to say the same to me
someone too see
how wonderful and amazing i am
yah?
...
but i should
just
realized by now
that this so call "muse"
isnt going to do shit
but fuck you
...
i throw myself
2
much thinking he is going to
accept me with open arms
*cheers*
but no
....
all what is going threw his mind is
"RED FLAG"
am i that much of a loser
to fall for
a guy who lives in the
UK?'
fuck it
...
what ever
i can go for ice cream
rocky road
yum
....
i am not really looking 4 another half of me yet
and rejection is
good
....
i love emotions
good , bad , sad, mad
its something we go threw in life
so what
i got rejected to
the next biggest thing in art history
but
hey
its life
fuck off
-FiN-
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