ART GROUPIE

12:19 am

i should try to truthfully honest on my blog.

but i attend to cover the truth

with lil'

angel dust of fucking lies.

its just my nature to keep shit 2 myself

so i got these Glasses & this Hat

to feel close to this person i am inlove

with and stalking

Fuck it !

I am an

Art Groupie

am i the only

one out

there

that will

give

a Blow Job

to a Fucking

Art Genius

4 painting

a pretty

picture

sounds

stupid

writing

it

i must be a total

sult

fuck it

as long i don't

STD's

i am Cool

and

its not like

i haven't

done it

yet!

i just say

random shit

like that

so dont

take me fucking

serious

when i say i

love you

and i wanna

suck ur

dick

...

unless

u got a condom yah!

game on

homie

*Sigh*

any who David Choe♥

my obsession for the night

hearing

his voice

makes my blood RUSH!

meow

GRrawR

hehe

He something and one i wanna love and be

is that weird

in a stalker way

....

i get this many time

when

i see an ARTISTIC GENIUS

my heart

BEATING FAST

&

My EYES LIGHT UP

WITH DESIRE

AND MY LIPS

MOIST

WITH

NEED

&

I JUST GET

SOooO

RAnDy!

i have issues

mmm

but still

he is someone

i want to be

(smile)

i like to think of myself

as an

Artist too

even though i suck

And of course

already i have my

disappointments

with

a man i thought was

a Musical Genius

and turns out to be

Crap!

a big ol' puff ball

and Cheese!

yuck

(off topic, i know)

David Choe...

it feels so good ..

saying his name

haha!

STALKER

RED FLAG!

haha

i know i will never see

him

and so

on

...

but this is a Obsession of the night

laying here ... watching and Reading ...

pages and videos

of him on line

makes me wanna paint

-__-?

but am i goOoD

sometimes i feel

like i am trying too

hard

maybe i am just

for this one person

to see me

yes i am one those girls

who have daddy issues

look daddy look

look at me Daddy

why dont u love me

daddy

!!

so i try to win emotional affection

with men

but i always seek out men who

can just give a damn

about me

sucky! isnt it

so over play and fuck it'

moving on......

my favorite word

i been saying this new

year

is the

Word: Fuck

.

kinda lost track what the hell i am

talking about

all i know its fuckin

cold

and this owl

out side

keeps

"whOooing"

which

is ccreeping me out

cuz in my culture owls

are bad luck &

they bring death

-________-

fuck

so

i am freak

but i guess

i should end this random

blog about nothing

yah*

hive five

2 my Imaginary Friends

-FiN-