Invisible to the world

I

am

"JUST"

Invisible to the world

No matter how i try....

no one seems to see

me

or

understand me

i'm at the point

where

i just want to

to say

2 myself

"i am just Invisible to the world"

My Auntie Died

i am so sad

everyday i

cry

every day

i die a little in side

....

i cant help it

but thats how i feel

life lost all meaning

food and water

nothing doesnt

taste as sweet as it did

before

...

but i lay in bed thinking to myself

i got to live

live for those who cant live ....

love for those who cant love

drink for those who cant drink

eat for those who cant eat

ENJOY

LIFE

while i can.

beside all that ....

calum broke up with me

why

Well he doesn't trust me

i dont blame him

i dont trust myself anymore

i guess this year having so many people leaving me

just left me in pieces

....

I'm trying slowly to put myself together

but its hard..

looking in to the mirror

see all my flaws

................

i hate my short hair ....

i try to keep myself 4rm talking to people

i seem to be a downer

low self esteem

isnt cute

people get tired

of

people like that

always

dragging everyone down

with ur

bullshit

People

Screaming

"OH, YOUR LIFE ISNT THAT BAD GET OVER UR SELF"

-____-)

i hate coming to people

to

"talk"

2

i feel like i should hind myself away until

i am normal to talk

.....

Last Night i cried ...

Cried cuz i felt so used and alone...

i know

i shouldn't

but i do

so stupid and foolish

i just mummer to myself

but thats another topic i will talk

about

like next year! if

its still bugging me

but i am Invisible

i guess its my point either or not to accept it

Invisible