Saturday, July 24, 2010

mmmm Rethink..... Pause .... silence




these R the feeling i feel at this moment of time
...
rethinking of my emotions
....
and take a break
and
mute myself
4rm the
world
..

I really do hate missing people ..
and loving some1
as well.
i get so needy 4
their love and attention .
some1 once asked
whats my favorite kind of
relationship
i said ..
long
distance relationships
R.



Y?
cuz u dont hurt get as much
....

some people have their thoughts of me ....
like im such a huge whore who goes
out in the world
&
FUCKS every guy that walks
oh wait
i am like that
just kidding
2
bee
honest people

i'm not like that at all.
reality
im a
shy. lonely & weird girl
with an awful sense of fashion
lol
theirs nothing exciting about me R my life
i have daddy issues ..
which means i have abandonment issues
&
a little bit
of
self destructive behaviour
2
add.
suger spice and everything nice

yes
I'm bit off
i kinda
4got why i was writting again
i kinda
space out
looking at
pretty pictures..
oh right
"him"

i miss him and its driving me
mad!
and i hate it
so much
maybe its me
&
my craziness
...
missing him
what would a normal girl
do ??
don't care and do their own thing
yah! right

i guess i should just do that
4get him and move on
and stop hangin on Skype☆
waiting
4 him

when he is on he wil give me
a ring
all my skype calls
goes to my
cell
phone
anyways


i should stop ...

obsessing

its not like he is trying so hard
2 get
a hold me
me?
nah, so Y should i
worry
he is doing fine.
he gave me
a message sayin
so
his internet is fuck
&
so on

MOVE ON SUMUKA

yes right
move on
its best
for myself to do
so




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